Those seekers of metaphysical truth often speak of their “practice” by which they usually imply a spiritual practice. What they mean by that term may vary greatly. It might involve meditation, yoga, prayer, organized religious participation or a variety of deeply personal experiences in the pursuit of meaning and spiritual development.
But there is an approach that I have been pursuing over the past few years–that is to regard my medical practice AS a spiritual one. It might not be obvious to any outside observers, i.e. My patients or even my staff would not have noticed any change. The transformation is more subtle perhaps but definitely an internal one. I would like to regard what I do in my medical practice as a spiritual practice as well.
I attempt to be mindful of this when I put on my white lab coat at the start of a session of seeing office patients. I am consciously and subconsciously donning the robes of the shaman, the priest, the rabbi in order to bring into the examination room a sense that healing can and will occur.
As I type these words I want to make clear that I don’t see this action as elevating myself above my patients. I don’t feel that this is about my ego. On the contrary I am humbled to be in a position to help alleviate suffering. I say a silent prayer to Divinity to give me the wisdom, to offer solace, to make recommendations. In essence to assist in any way possible to help in the healing of my patient.
The exam room is, to me, a secret garden, a confessional box, the holy of holies. I am not trying to be overly dramatic with these words.
I have tried to make my medical practice my spiritual one.