Science Daily provides me with much interesting material drawn from across the spectrum of new scientific advances from a variety of fields. The article entitled “Origin of human genus may have occurred by chance” discusses one of the explanations for Homo Sapiens superior intellect and ultimate survival as global climate change “event” which altered the physical environment of our pre-human ancestors such that we ultimately evolved.
This article essentially dismisses the global change argument and therefore concludes that our emergence as a subspecies, is genus occurred “by chance”. This opens up a fascinating but controversial discussion of who we really are. Are we merely the ultimate survivor in the pure expanse of evolutionary forces? Or do we posses a spiritual nature which completely alters the interpretation of humanities very existence.
I have often referred to French Jesuit paleontologist Pierre Teilhard de Chardin whose quote “you are not a human being in search of a spiritual experience but a spiritual being immersed in a human experience.” This understand of the nature of who we are completely alters any concept of “chance” in ultimate human evolution.
Is there evidence for such a belief. I believe there is. Read the book, the blogs, be open to your own perception of the world. The truth is out there.
The invention of time lapse photography
By George Melies, 1897
Brought them to their feet
In absolute astonishment
Those dancing flowers
Skies flashing blue, pink, crimson
Clouds expanding, contracting, swelling
Wisping into nothingness
What was it like
To be there
When time revealed itself
All at once
On the emerging verdant leaves
I see succulent birth
Knowing the frailty
The temporality of existence
Makes this moment
Those seekers of metaphysical truth often speak of their “practice” by which they usually imply a spiritual practice. What they mean by that term may vary greatly. It might involve meditation, yoga, prayer, organized religious participation or a variety of deeply personal experiences in the pursuit of meaning and spiritual development.
But there is an approach that I have been pursuing over the past few years–that is to regard my medical practice AS a spiritual one. It might not be obvious to any outside observers, i.e. My patients or even my staff would not have noticed any change. The transformation is more subtle perhaps but definitely an internal one. I would like to regard what I do in my medical practice as a spiritual practice as well.
I attempt to be mindful of this when I put on my white lab coat at the start of a session of seeing office patients. I am consciously and subconsciously donning the robes of the shaman, the priest, the rabbi in order to bring into the examination room a sense that healing can and will occur.
As I type these words I want to make clear that I don’t see this action as elevating myself above my patients. I don’t feel that this is about my ego. On the contrary I am humbled to be in a position to help alleviate suffering. I say a silent prayer to Divinity to give me the wisdom, to offer solace, to make recommendations. In essence to assist in any way possible to help in the healing of my patient.
The exam room is, to me, a secret garden, a confessional box, the holy of holies. I am not trying to be overly dramatic with these words.
I have tried to make my medical practice my spiritual one.
News flash–the world is broken. Really? Say no more. Look at the news for a milisecond, look at your own lives, at times.
Brokenness seems to be the default position for existence. Its depressing at times, to be sure. Is this the result of Divine punishment for our sins at being human or the random fallout of an unfeeling cosmos?
I choose the myth of Tikkun. It is ancient, Kabbalistic and based on a fascinating and surprising notion. The world is broken, in need of healing. And it is on purpose! A more detailed explanation at another time, but a flawed, broken universe is parts of the Divine plan. But the myth goes further, as I see it. The flaw in the universe does not reflect Divine weakness but a Divine gift to us. Tikkun is healing, fixing what was shattered at Creation and WE, human beings are the instrument to do it.
It is a Divine challenge, an obligation but also an opportunity. In healing the world, Tikkun Olam, being active in righting wrongs, in helping others overcome adversity we accomplish the goal of healing ourselves, our souls Tikkun Ha-nefesh. The two are mutually dependent and mutually supportive. So do not be depressed by the news (really?). Dig deep down and recognize opportunity when it confronts you– be a healer, a fixer. Do Divine work and heal the world as well as yourself. Thank the Divine for the opportunity. Thanks for the chance to do Tikkun
A dying atheist’s prayer….
“I am a man alone in the cosmos”.
But there is no suffering in me
True there is no place to go
No bearded One
Or fantasy of redemption
But I rest serene
In a state of knowing
That this suit of carbon atoms, a perfect fit
Was used before–in a rock, a plant, a T. Rex perhaps
It is a borrowed vessel
Spewed forth from the dying supernova
The literal star dust that illuminates me
Those atoms of carbon that became me
Are themselves immortal
And that is enough
And so I sparkle
With the soul of billions of carbon beings
Each with their own consciousness
I am illuminated
My password is gratitude
My deepest silent knowing
That borrowing means
You have to give it back
What was never mine to own
An honor to recycle
Can you return a suit that has been worn?
In this story there is no other kind
We inhabit a universe of self-help articles/ programs and gurus. We have access to a multitude of therapists of all kinds from psychoanaltic to energy/spiritual healers to Yoga instructors, religious leaders etc. etc. Ultimately, however, no one else can do the work of healing for us. It must come from within.
There are times in which I find myself seeking to read the next tidbit of advise, of wisdom or recommendation. And truthfully there is good reason to do the seeking outside of ourselves for clues to what we might need. But healing ultimately means “to make whole” that which is unfinished, broken, dysfunctional. And although we can read the blueprint that is available to us, we need to do our own deep, often times difficult work to accomplish what needs to be done.
There are chemicals/ drugs/ pharmaceuticals which allow people to function better but these are not truly healing, only allowing those of us in extremis to do our own work. Firstly, make a diagnosis. What is ailing you, really? Our physical complaints need to be addressed by seeking professional help. Our spiritual/emotional selves cannot be healed by another.
Do the research, seek outside advise and counsel but ultimately filter all of it through your own deep awareness. What resonates with you as truth? Your soul speaks to you through feelings. It knows what you need to heal and will give you signs, some subtle, others more dramatic. Don’t ignore them or rationalize them away. Embrace the intention to heal.
Discard the role of victim or the notion that you deserve to suffer for your “sins” or some unknown karmic debt. Don’t accept such a negative diagnosis–especially when it is self-inflicted. Don’t drown your pain in drugs/ alcohol or sex or other diversions. Understand that only you can fix yourself. Meditate, relax, exercise practice gratitude and kindness to yourself as well as others. Understand the basic of truth of existence–you are a spiritual being have a human experience. Mediate on that mantra. It will change your perspective. Only someone ready to be healed can do so and believe you have the ability to accomplish it.
I forgot why I started to write in the first place
It was simply to see what I think
You don’t really know until
You put it down
Is that what’s going on
Inside my head?
Is it OK to release the Gorgon
Is Pandora ready to
Open her box?
Remember, if you are old enough, the British musical invasion of the 60s and 70s. One group that stood out and shockingly has stood the test of time (physically, not just their music) was/is the Rolling Stones.
The mind remains a black hole of wonder and mystery. How else can I explain how the lyrics from The Stones song You Can’t Always Get What You Want surged into my consciousness? But it did. So please recall the following: ….Oh you can’t always get what you want. You can’t always get what you want. You can’t always get what you want. But if you try sometime you find you get what you need.…. ( Let It Bleed, 1969)
Now I am not assuming or even speculating the source or influence of those lyrics but it seems to me, now more than ever, that there is wisdom to be found within them. The notion that life brings what we need to evolve spiritually is derived from ancient wisdom traditions, often from Eastern religions but sometimes that which we have “heard” many times in the past becomes “heard” again, as if new, at a much deeper level. In effect, we finally “get it”.
And then there is Tolle’s statement, once again a restating of ancient truths:
Life will give you whatever experience is most helpful for the evolution of your consciousness. How do you know this is the experience you need? Because this is the experience you are having at the moment.
Will these statements of wisdom change your life? Perhaps, perhaps not. But if the message does resonate with you then consider the possibility that your attitude about what is occurring in your life will change. Adversity will not be regarded as some cosmic punishment. You will be able to discard the victim role you have been playing (which doesn’t work anyhow). It may offer you the courage to move on with life and to accept what cannot be changed and remain grateful for the opportunity to learn from it.